Friday, December 18, 2009

Sick. Sad. Yet, Happy.


I'm listening to catch me by Demi Lovato. Which is kind of strange. I don't think i mentioned this on my blog but people most likely will know, I LOVE avril lavigne music. That's why i always put her on my blog ipod. I love her songs. And i mean since i discovered Avril Lavigne i sort of pushed demi to the side. But thats besides the point.
Today i woke up with a fever of 100 degress so i guess that elinamates school. And we were supposed to have a party today! (of course, btw switched the song to avril lavigne fall to pieces) Not really much that went on this week. Other than the mean girls i have to deal with. But thats normal. I hate people with huge egos. In order to be a friend of mine that can not be the case infact when i first meet a person i look for the following requirements:

My Friend Requirements

*Someone who is far from perfect
*Someone i can laugh with
*Someone who isnt a fair weathered friend
*Someone i can cry with
*Someone i can trust

Makes me seem snobby but i don't care. I am who i am. Oh by the way on youtube found this awesome video and i just have to post it (she sounds like selena gomez in the beginning:

I love this video props to the creater of this video. This week was okay i guess. Like i said not much excitement. But, i am feeling sort of depressed. I mean when i really look at all my friends. I can't trust anyone. Most of them aren't as mature as i am. My mom says that since i have more life experience that i mature faster than im supposed to (mentally). But i do have one person who i feel i can tell anything to, but it seems now as if they want nothing to do with little old me. My one real friend is someone who moved away from school and i talk to on skype. I love talking to her it makes me have the feeling of a real friend. Oh did i ever mention the school play! Yeah there is a school play going on and i tried out cause i wanted to be backstage (yes i know. But the teacher said we had to try out even to be back stage) and they wanted to cast me! I wish i went to school today and saw if they did or not.

With wondering thoughts.


  1. Eeek, I hope you feel better! A 100 degree fever can't be too good D:

    I don't think that those requirements make you seem snobby at all! They seem like perfectly reasonable expectations to have for any friend to me.

    I don't know... I don't really have a best friend. I have friends that I love, and one that I consider my best friend, but she doesn't consider me her best friend, so yeah, that sucks. Sigh :/

    Good luck with the school play though! Hopefully you'll get to hear about what's going on with that soon!

  2. Agree with Nat. The requirements are good.


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