Thursday, May 21, 2009


Hey guys Happy Thursday! Really sorry that I have not posted in a couple of days! It is just that i have been really busy here i will show you how my week has been:


Dare Graduation! Yay! We had alot of fun considering that we have worked hard for this! Though I think that I was kinda of a klutz considering that every time i went on stage i fell but other than that it was pretty cool. Our skit turned out to be pretty good and everyone gave 110%! Okay so maybe it was like 90% but we still did good.  Oh and guess what we got goodie- bags! It had some cool stuff but some of the things were cheap like this yo-yo they gave us (mine already broke) but we got some cool stuff. Like a ruler, pencils, and magnets. (i guess this stuff is cool?) But it was cool we all got to sign each other's tee shirts.



I am not too sure if i told you this but we won a Panasonic contest! Best out of the nation! So we got some cool stuff but along with that we were supposed to go to my teacher's sister's restaurant but we couldn't so instead we were treated to Houlihan's! It was really cool i got a cheeseburger and fries! They even gave us mini sundays! So we ad lots of fun!



Well today there was not much of a big field trip but it was fun because we got to go 0n a tour to our new high school! Though to be honest i am kinda scared to go there. I have all of my favorite teachers in this school! I am really going to miss them a lot! I do hope I get courage though and face the dreaded thing called the High school!



And that has been my week so far the only really bad thing is that we were supposed to have a pizza party in school today and i can't go cause my throat is soooooo sore! I really wanted to go though!!! :'(  I guess I will just have to stay here! Oh well anyways well that is all for today! Oh and later (maybe) i will show you guys the second chapter of my book 

Sunday, May 17, 2009


hi i am just here in my room listening to paramore when it rains.  and i realized how truly beatiful the rain is. The second thing is that i am releasing the first chapter of my book right here right now!

Book dedication:


            this is to all people who have ever been scared or afraid. Trust me it seems horrible now but it can not stay forever. All problems come to an end.


Chapter 1


I stand there and watch her walk down the aisle. She is wearing the most beautiful dress I have ever seen. I see the smile on her face. This is her big day. I wish that I could feel the happiness to but quite frankly the only way I would smile today is if a bomb hit this wedding. Cruel, yes but the truth hurts. All I can focus is on the man who is not my father standing there. Probably thinking that by this marriage I will some how feel close to him. But I will not. I refuse to. I can smile and be polite but I will never call him dad. No matter what. No I am not one of those kids who thinks that somehow their father will come back and we will be a family again because I do not stretch the truth. I can face reality. Like the day I found out the man who is not my father and who will never be my father (lets call him the man) along with my mother told me about their dirty little secret. How they were getting married. I had no idea until that day the man had said to me, “We have a surprise.” I never liked the man but surprise with my mother means something that has to do with me like the “surprise” she told me about when the man was coming over our house in 15 minutes. Of course I had no say just like I never do but when I first met the man he seemed okay. Though I soon found out his dirty little secret a secret that he even keeps from my mother. The man is an alcoholic. He thinks I don’t know. But I am not that blind unlike my mother who believes in love at first sight. Which would explain why they only dated 3 months before marriage. And now I am standing here as the priest says his words to bring these two people in holy matrimony. I think of when the man had his talk with me.

            It was after school and I guess my mother told him to pick me up because she was too much of a coward to tell me about their secret until I got home. I remember the talk in the car.  

            “You know Hayley….” He began, “your mother and I love each other.”

            “Uh huh.” Honestly I could care less.

            “Well we have a surprise for you.” He said in a soft voice thinking I would not be able to hear him.

            “What does you love have to do with surprising me?”

            “Well…” he responded, “you will be surprised how much of a change our love can make.” Then he decided to just keep quiet. Which I guess was smart cause I can trick people into giving me the information I want. Then when we got home I saw my mom she was sitting on the couch and told me, “Hayley how about you sit down.”

            “ Okay.” I responded. Then they just flat out said it well my mom did.

            “Honey we are getting married.”

            “Of course.” I thought to myself. Then I thought what I said outloud, “So when is the wedding?”

            “It is in two weeks.” She responded. To be honest I thought it was in one week considering how my mother always told me things right when they are about to happen. So here I am watching my mom and this dirt bag whom I am supposed to call my dad. Making out as they are supposedly now married. Now most daughters would be happy that their mother is just married but it just truly disgusts me. So as everyone claps I stand there.

Yeah so it is a little rough but so far the book is good anyways gtg peace out!


Hi again i think i will do the im thing today

blogreader: hey what are you doing
insidetheheadofanangel: listening to paramore
blogreader: oh
insidetheheadofanangel: oh and guess what!
blogreader: what?
insidetheheadofanangel: i am in the middle of writing a book!
blogreader: umm okay
insidetheheadofanangel: what?
blogreader: well it is just that that was kind of random
insidetheheadofanangel: oh okay
blogreader: what is it about?
insidetheheadofanangel: a girl
blogreader: and 
insidetheheadofanangel: she has parents = )
blogreader: are u gonna tell me about this book or not?
insidetheheadofanangel: no not now but i will be posting my book on my blog
blogreader: okay
insidetheheadofanangel: yeah
blogreader: so what do u have going on
insidetheheadofanangel: today.........nothing
blogreader: o
insidetheheadofanangel: but this week i am going to have a lot of field trips
blogreader: cool
insidetheheadofanangel: yeah 
blogreader: so is that it?
insidetheheadofanangel: no not really
blogreader: what?
insidetheheadofanangel: well i am packing 4 my trip soon
blogreader: cool
insidetheheadofanangel: yeah it is coming up soon
blogreader: yeah iv'e only heard u say it 2 million times
insidetheheadofanangel: oh and i figured out who i am sitting with
blogreader: who
insidetheheadofanangel: chase she is in my class and me and her are bringing our ipods
blogreader: cool
insidetheheadofanangel: yeah but i have to tell my mom to give me $ for food stil
blogreader: o 
insidetheheadofanangel: yeah so what is going on with you
blogreader: ummm...........ummmmm....................does sleep count?
insidetheheadofanangel: yeah sure ; - )
blogreader: so then i have alot going on
insidetheheadofanangel: oh okay
blogreader: so is there anything else going on with u
insidetheheadofanangel: y
blogreader: ja 
insidetheheadofanangel: oh well not anything really but yeah i think i will stop posting like this soon cause i kind of have like mental block 
blogreader: like A.D.D
insidetheheadofanangel: yeah
blogreader: o okay then
insidetheheadofanangel: i wish that there was something going on but not much
blogreader: ☺ me 2
insidetheheadofanangel: you know where i want to be right now?
blogreader: where?
insidetheheadofanangel: anywhere but here i am so sick of being bored i want excitement in my life the only thing i have going on  is field trips
blogreader: so
insidetheheadofanangel: no one wants to hear that!
blogreader: o 
insidetheheadofanangel: well peace
blogreader: wait!
Auoto response: inside the head of an angel signed off at 4:00pm

Thursday, May 14, 2009


Hi everyone i hoped that you liked my im post because i decided i will do it another time too. Anyways not much to say other than what i wrote and sorry i have not been posting on my blog it is just that idk i haven't been up to it well while i am here let me tell you what is going on whith my life. Okay let me sort this out.

Good News: We ar going to have lots of fieldtrips this month and i am sooooooooooooooooooo excited for boston even though it does feel that it is so far away. I have awesome pics on a folder i like to call blog pics and today i have a softball game! Oh and I think testing ends today! Good bye language and reading hello normal!

Bad news: I think i did really bad on testing because I already know that i got and open-ended wrong in math plus if i fail the state test i have heard that even if you are an A and B student that you can still fail the grade so i have my fingers crossed. I now know tht in boston they are just going to room us with whoever and well there is this one girl in my class (btw it is girls seperate from boys) and she is kinda annoying cause you have to like baby- sit her and i paid this money to have fun nto to baby-sit while i am there! Plus i think today we will get alot of homework since testing is over.

So there you go this is the rut i am in but anyways i have to go ttyl!☺♥☺♥☺♥☺ ♂♀=♥