An End To A Blog?

Lately I've been thinking that i don't really need a blog. I mean an open to all blog. Me and my friends are starting to make private blogs that only we can read. But i don't know. I mean it's not that posting out in the open is boring just dangerous not that i don't trust my followers just the people i don't know reading my page. But if this really is my last post I might as well make it interesting:

So within the last weeks it has been hectic. One word. Mid-terms. Late nights frantic sutdying have basically been the story of my life. Plus play practice of course. But other than that nothing. Until this saturday me and my friends went bowling. For my first time i did pretty darn good :P. I got a 59, 74, and 30 something. Not bad if you ask me. I hope i did good on my midterms. But now that i finally come out being a hermit for about a week im going to see what others were doing. See you guys later (and maybe ill have one private blog and one public. If you have any ideas let me know!)

Its 2010 Where Is My Hover Board?

Sorry about the rushed technology post. It basically comes down to we had five free minutes. Anyways sorry but i deleted my last post it basically was boring to me so i didn't think it would be too interesting to you either. Lately nothing has been going on. Other than the play. I can't say the name though. Sorry Natalie but its supposed to be a school surprise. I'll tell you later though ;) This weekend I have been having what most would call an "oldies fest" (well i guess thats what i would call it?) But anyways lately i have been listening to the "hits" off 2002 to 2006. Gwen Stefani sweet escape, Avril Lavigne (well lots of songs from her), Photograph by nickel back, I hope you dance Lee An womack (i think thats her name), and the ever popular a thousand miles by Vanessa Carlton. You know the rest I assume. The music today is just sell sell sell and i don't really like many songs today. Any songs you know that are actually good? Anyways i guess i should explain my absence as it may concern you. Well basically schoolwork an tests. (hmm what else is new?). Oh by the way did i ever tell you i LOVE guinea pigs. I know what you thinking why guinea pigs? I just don't know. But anyways yesterday my mom went out and got me a stuffed hamster (she thinks i like hamsters) but i still appreaciate it.

look how cute it is (:

Thanks mom! Do you know the song that goes? "Makin my way down town walkin fast...." well for those of you that don't its called a thousand miles by Vannesa Carlton. The music video is interesting.....so i thought i put it down below..... (o and pertaining to the title it feels like its been years since i heard these songs. So much time has past. Also in those 1930s cartoons we are having hoverscooters. :)

Vannesa Carlton A Thousand Miles-Enjoy!

It's Been A While

Hi guys.

I'm in technology now and i have just but ten free minutes so i decieded to post on here. Nothing much going on lately so how could i have posted? This year we are having a school play and I orginally wanted to work backstage but (against my will of course) they wanted to put me on stage. So of course i had to say yes. Other than that not much. Yesterday as I was listening to Avril Lavigne's song innocence I thought up of a quote:

Embrace the innocence you have today it comes and goes than fades away.

Tell me what you think. I better go now I think the bells gonna ring. More later

~Natalie ☺♥☺

Would I Lie To You?

Welcome to the new year everyone! I tend to almost never have a new years resoloution but this year I actually want to have one. What is it? Come Clean. First with my blog. Not what your thinking though all these posts are totally real. But the name i sign them with isn't. Thats right my real name isn't Hayley. But before you judge hear me out. I just always like the name Hayley and i thought it would be a good blog name. But in real life my name is Natalie. To all of you who will judge you can. But i just thought that you all should know. Anyways continuing on...................

I know it's been a while since i posted. You think that this winter break would cause me to post more but i've become quit lazy and haven't. So sorry about that. So what have i been doing? Well Chritsmas and New years have helped me have plans but other than that just the usual sitting at home and watching t.v.

Christmas day. Most children wake up early bing anixoues and excited. I woke up early because of a nightmare. At about 7:30 when no ones curiousitly can longer be held we head to the living room for the unwrapping of presents. I got a razor scooter and some unnecessary but cute things including lip gloss from smackers, some hair bands, a stuffed animal ( a dog to be exact), and a ty.com toy that is supposed to be for three-year-olds. I'm still grateful though i mean some children get nothing. We basically stayed home all day and i was on the internet just playing games. I think i have become quite the homebody cause my mom has even mentioned it to me.

Then inbetween that i took my scooter out for a ride ( i don't care how much snow was outside! (: So i took my scootere na went to the park and just sat there next to a tree and thought. How things changed between then and before. Then i peddled along as if nothing happened.

New Years was fun i guess. I was still stuck at home and didn't have much to do but at least i was with my family right? Then when i was making my mom a sandwhich i tripped and fell. Usually i am used to falling because it happens alot. But I cried. My family thought i had some serious head injury cause i am one t say, "ow," them move on, but it wasn't the fall that hurt it was just me. After i did cry i felt better though. I don't even know what it was all about.

Oh and over this period of time i wrote a song. I listed the lyrics below. So tell me what you think.

Verse 1

I used to love someone like you

I used to think they loved me too

I used to hide all of my fears

And I used to hold back all my tears

Does the thought ever occur to you

there's nothing i wouldn't do

just so i could be with you

But would you ever?

Chorus

Cry with me when i was sad

Would you laugh with me i know that your mad

but you see

it's the little things that you do

that always bring me back to you.

Verse 2

All of my friends think its wise

that we both say our good-byes

and now i wonder if our love was a show

with these things you never know

but it. just felt so real inside

i took this end by surprise

and i remember all of the times, when you.........

Chorus

cried with me when i was sad

when you laughed with me

i know that your mad

but you see its the little things that you do

that always seem to bring me back to you

Bridge

I should know better inside than to come back here

I should make you realize my dear..........

that im the one who

Chorus

cried with you when you were sad

who laughed with you

I know that your mad

but you see

it's the little things that you do

that used to bring me back to you.

I used the verse "used to bring me back to you" as showing that this person doesn't have an effect on me anymore. I just hope these lyrics aren't too corney. (: I also wish you all a happy new year! (even though it may be late). And i had one more new years resoulution. It was to blog when i feel like it. I used to blog every friday because thats when i would have the most free time but now when I have something to say i'll blog it. Even if it gets annoying. Well I guess i'll be seeing you guys later!

~Natalie